Last night was a hard night for me and Bryce. I broke down again feeling overwhelmed with raising kids and future unemployment. As he watched me in tears, he wiped a few of his own and says "it hurts me to see you like this", and "I miss your usual cheerful self". During this transition period, I've experience highs and lows. I see my career self slowly melting away, I don't have any visitors anymore and fewer and fewer e-mails. I guess I am seeing the end. The positive spin on this is that I will have new possibilities as a stay at home mom.
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